december break - bikol - all things bright and beautiful - on the way

5 most wonderful things on the way to bikol...

5. post rain aroma - yea i find it so refreshing specially if your on the road

4. post rain views - those green plants after the gentle rain / the reflection on the sun rays on the wet leaves of these plants are awesome

3. mountains and falls - lovely

2. a real rainbow - did i say real? yea, it was unbelievable. i mean yes of course everybody knows about rainbow, and when i was in elementary we talked much about this in our science class, and i was in bikol back then so it was just normal to see that stuff after the rain, but after so many years of being unable to see real full and radiant one, i was so amazed when i saw that multi colored half ring across the sky, i feel like it was so magical, it was like a virtual fantasy indeed.

1. an orange sunset along the sea viewed from the top of the mountain - speaking of virtual - it was exactly like a perfect digital art made by the hands of God.

it looks better than this:

                                                http://digitalblasphemy.com

ang buhay parang gulong... weh? hindi nga?

pauwi ako kanina, napansin ko yung mga gulong ng mga sasakyan. teka, wala naman akong nakikitang gulong na nasa ibabaw, lahat nasa ilalim. merong extra, nasa gilid ng jeep, o nasa likod ng iba pang sasakyan. mali ata yung luma na korni pang kasabihan. siguro pang nega lang yun.

pano yung positive? "ang buhay parang bubong." hehe much better. o kaya, "ang buhay, minsan parang bubong, minsan parang gulong" hehe.

pero kung iisipin mo, kasabihan yan ng mga taong masyadong apektado ng lebel/estado ng mga mamamayan. err-- wala lang, wala lang akong tulog.yun

pasensiya na. wala lang akong magawa. hehe

you don't know

Nobody knows me
Yet everyone knows my name
Some people judge me
Not knowing that I'm the same

Thanks for the offer
But I keep my old friends always
But then I get lonely
Counting the endless days

Are you here for me at all?
Do you care for me at all?
Well, this time now I know
I ain't standing alone no more

Cos all I want is love
Someone who can share the pain I feel
And the eyes that stare
Won't stare at me no more
Cos all I need is time
Time for me to open up and show
The person I am
The person you think you know
You don't know
You don't know

Some heartfelt emotion
Creeping from deep inside
Cause being this person
Is all I've got left to hide

Were you here from me at all?
Did you care for me at all?
Last time I was told
I ain't standing alone no more

All I need is love
Someone who can share the pain I feel
And the eyes that stare
Won't stare at me no more
And all I need is time
Time for me to open up and show
The person I am
The person you don't know
You don't know
You don't know

You don't know...

it's been a while since the last time i heard this song. i remember back in fourth year high school when we were asked to pick a song that could represent us and deliver it infront of the class, not as a song but as poem or speech or err-- whatever, i picked this one. and if my accounting professor today would ask me to pick a song that could represent my current state, i'd definitely go for this one AGAIN.

everybody seems to have assumptions about you, your decisions, the way you handle your life... well, that's the way it is. but i hate it when they're considering their personal views about you as proven fact and worse, sometimes they even speak as if they know you that much. but thing is, 90% of those don't make any sense as far as your REALITY is concerned. 

oh yes. i don't know myself completely. but hey! with the superior being as an exemption, no one knows myself better than i do. i was never against their opinions but please.if the assumptions cannot be justified and is indeed futile considering the fact, forget it. i myself is the only one who was able to  witness my daily routine, from late night work, to school every morning, to bonding with my boardmates, to hanging out with my friends, to having a good laugh with my brothers, to those priceless conversations with my parents, up to those moments alone thinking about having enough time to sleep, what to eat, how to review my lessons, will go to work or will not, what movie to watch, and the list goes on. and yes i'm having daily personal assesments, and no one has an idea on that.

i do have plans, and those plans were never at the expense of others, and i don't think there's something wrong with that. i may not have plans for everyone but at least i have for myself, my family and friends. if that would make me an individualist then i am. but at least i know that in this scope, i can really make a difference. some people might argue with this statements, some people might wish for the failure of my plans just to prove their stand, some people might as well create another assumptions about the way i am, but again, those people have no idea.

taxi

11:30 am 30 minutes undertime kase ang end ng shift ko eh start ng major subject ko. pano ko magagamit ang maximum half hour travel time from edsa central to sta. mesa ng ganitong katanghalian? TAXI.

Maine: (nagparining lang) wala bang short cut papuntang sta. mesa?

dumaan ng edsa si kuyang driver ----- dumirecho, hindi lumiko sa shaw!
Maine: san po tayo dadaan?
Driver: sa ortigas, traffic jan, saka bawal left turn

pagdating sa san juan ----- hindi dumaan sa dinadaanan ng public transpo
Maine: san pa tayo kuya?
Driver: ayan malapit na yan, lalabas na ng aurora
Maine: (nakakaramdam nang nanggagago ang taxi driver... tahimik pa rin na tingin ng tingin sa wrist watch)

paglabas ng aurora, TAENA BROADWAY PA LANG!

sa may ccp
Maine: (umiiyak na, mahinahon) inikot mo naman ako kuya eh.
Driver: (ampfufu, nakatawa pa) bakit late ka na sa hinihintay mo?
Maine: (umiiyak pa rin) may pasok kase ako kuya hindi ako pwedeng malate dun.

ang lintek na driver, hindi man lang naisip kung gaano kahalaga ang ORAS ng taong nakasakay sa kanya. leche bakit ba ko nagTAXI? hindi ako nagtaxi para makaamoy ng aircon sa tanghaling tapat!

UMIYAK ako kase pilit kong pinipigil ang GALIT at inis, dahil gusto ko nang BARILIN yung gulong ng taxi o kontakin ang LTFRB para mawalan ng lisensiya, gawan ng iba pang kaso ang taxi driver o kahit pagsisigawan o pagmumurahin man lang ang potek ---

pero di ko nagawa dahil mahirap sisihin ang isang MAMAMAYANg nakakulong sa ganito kalupit na LIPUNAN na gumawa ng ganun kasimpleng kaTUSO - han para maitawid sa pang araw-araw na pangangailangan ang PAMILYAng biktima rin ng NAKAMAMATAY na SISTEMA.

yosi tayo....

hindi ako nagyoyosi, pero try ko kaya? maadik kaya ako? dumating kaya ako sa
puntong hahanap hanapin ko yun sa bawat araw? at kung mangyari man yun at
dumating ako sa pagpapasyang kelangan ko nang tumigil, kakayanin ko kaya?
makaya ko man, gaano kahirap? kasinghirap kaya ng nararanasan ko ngayon?

hindi ko malalaman ang sagot kung hindi ko susubukan. pero gusto kong subukan hindi
dahil gusto kong malaman ang sagot...

kundi dahil gusto ko ng pansamantalang ginhawang emosyonal mula sa pisikal na paghithit ng usok at pagnamnam ng mga elementong maaaring may sapat na mahikang magpapalamlam sa matitingkad na hibla ng aking kaisipang tila patalim na sumusugat sa isang parte ng aking pagkatao...

mga patalim na ako mismo ang naganyaya, hindi ko ginusto, ngunit pinili ko.

Oo, pinili ko ang isang mabigat na pagpapasyang tuldukan ang isa ring mabigat na
desisyong napagpasyahan ko mga tatlong taon na rin ang nakararaan...

ngunit hindi tulad ng pagsubok humihit ng isang yosi, ang desisyon nung tatlong taon na ang nakalipas ay isang desisyong hindi ko pinagsisihan...

at sana ang desisyong pagpatay sa sindi nito ng hindi pa man umaabot sa filter ay ganun din, meron mang malaki at samu't saring emosyonal na sakripisyo... ay walang pagsisisi.

not exactly a soup question, is it?

soup question - the object of a question is to obtain information that matters to us, and to no one else

have to watch Finding Forrester (my all time fave movie) again after couple of years to refresh and get the lines. good thing it was available on youtube, the whole film was there and i had no trouble with "rewind and play" stuff...


"the first key to writing is to write, not to think"
--- william forrester (Sean Connery)

viva la bragg!!!

billy bragg's worker's playtime cover

cxgdfg

Photo Album 2008-09-20

hellboy, the golden army, and my irish blood

five reasons why the movie is ... err--- can't find exact word

1.) the setting of the last part.
holy urn! i can't believe i'm gonna see the place i dreamt about visiting 8 years ago! the coast in county antrim, northern ireland. i remember i even wished irish luck would hit me and take me there (though i should've asked for fairy godmother's wand hit me instead, coz i think that would work better) well the craze is simply because of err--- my irish ladz' obsession! what else? you might or might not know what i'm talking about. anyway here's one shot of the place:

2.) scene when hellboy and abe sang "can't smile without you" and got drunk. hell, that was really funny!

3.) quotations
"i'm not a baby, i'm a tumor" -it's a tumor who looks like a baby attached to one paranormal
"you must be/stay f**k-you-sed" -saying 'focused' in weird accent doesn't sound so nice

4.) fight scene of hellboy and prince nuada over the gears are great

5.) i'll keep it to myself, but it's something, that everybody's adjective and not mine.

musicians for peace online community

http://musicians4peace.ning.com/


hope to see you there guys!

razorback lister's night

sencia na hindi ko inayus yung pics, la kong time eh.

titol

Valentine's Day is Over - billy bragg

--- is it really hard to live with someone under completely different point of view? sigh.


Some day boy you'll reap what you've sown
You'll catch a cold and you'll be on your own
And you will see that what's wrong with me
Is wrong with everyone that
You want to play your little games on

Poetry and flowers pretty words and threats
You've gone to the dogs again and I'm not placing bets
On you coming home tonight anything but blind
If you take me for granted then you must expect to find
Surprise, surprise

Valentine's Day is over, it's over
Valentine's Day is over

If you want to talk about it well you know where the phone is
Don't come round reminding me again how brittle bone is
God didn't make you an angel the Devil made you a man
That brutality and economy are related now I understand
When will you realise that as above so below there is no love

For the girl with the hour glass figure
Time runs out very fast
We used to want the same things but that's all in the past
And lately it seems that as it all gets tougher
Your ideal of justice just becomes rougher and rougher

Thank you for the things you bought me thank you for the card
Thank you for the things you taught me when you hit me hard
That love between two people must be based on understanding
Until that's true you'll find your things
All stacked out on the landing, surprise, surprise

—"Valentine's Day is Over", Billy Bragg

kras ko

a choco - la - te- y good time...

easter song cover. nyeha...

ang coolet, ang cute

Xena Rosanna --- the warrior in the window

haha. naalala ko nung grade 2 ako. kasagsagan ng Xena D warrior princess at babae sa bintana ni rosanna roces. me classmate akong Sheena Razona ang pangalan. there... her own title. wala lang... peace.

ke aga aga

nabadtrip ako sa cashier ng mercury drug. Noemi Capella ang pangalan. hindi tinanggap yung bayad ko kase may blue stain na nanggaling sa kulay ng fabric na natransfer sa perang pinambabayad ko. nagugutom na ko kaya nga ako bumibili ng sandwich spread sa mercury dahil wala akong barya. nagjolibee na lang tuloy ako. pagkakain ko, bumalik ako at binili yung sandwich spread, parehong value ng pera ginamit ko, at kinuha ko name nia. tapos nagnet ako. nagfile ako ng complaint. sorry ha, i really value customer service eh. pasensyahan na lang po. badtrip talaga. ansama ng araw ko.

customer service

I would like to file a complaint about Noemi Capella - cashier mercury drug sta mesa teresa branch. Thank you so much for the bad customer service i received. It's around 7 o'clock in the morning i wanted to buy sandwich spread for my breakfast but this employee didn't accept my money. It's 1000 php, in a good condition,it's just that it has kind of blue stains at the back, like a fabric color transferred to the money. I just got it from an ATM, why can't I use it? i went to another store, they checked it this time with a machine, and it was accepted. If you can't use the machine then please get a really knowledgeable cashier. Good thing i was just buying a sandwich spread, but what if it's an emergency and i was trying to buy a medicine? I expect you'll do something about this. Thanks.

ewaN

what the f**k have you done lately?

it wasn't the first time i watched movie alone, but it was my first time to go home from the movie house  with my bucket popcorn --- not empty. it wasn't the first time i went to a mall, but it was the first time i went out of the place using the entrance door  (hhmm... it was my first time to watch last full show alone ;-)). it was even the first time i asked a guard where's my way out!

whew! what the fuck i did after watching the movie? went online to modify my lists of fave movies. yeah! great film. i wasn't the one who's into watching action and such stuffs but this thing really kicked my butt! and have i already mentioned james mcavoy --- oh honey he's soooo hott!!!  magpapaalipin ako. wah! hhmmm...i learned he's a scottish man. really, these european hunks are taking my fantasies out of the coasts!

WANTED 

"kill one save a thousand"

"what the f**k have you done lately?"

i wonder if GMA's name can be found from the cloth that was waived by fate. hhmmm...

sana me WANTED 2 (kill gloria save the Filipinos) (what the f**k are you still doing there?)

yung bullet mula dito sa sta mesa derecho sa target sa errr--- dun sa may mendiola. without a trace. yea. pull the trigger then say "i'm sorry".

at last!

                                            i'm enrolled! o ye! Bwahahaha!

say what now?

si marc abaya artista na? yea, he's one of roxanne ginoo's leading man for the upcoming abs-cbn teleserye 'ligaw na bulaklak'. whew! wala lang, mejo naintriga lang ako. hindi nga? sige, panoorin ko na lang. artista na ang bokalista ng kjwAn, ano kaya sisigaw si marc 'bastusan na!' yea, haha.

at and A.D.D. kala ko kung sino yung naginvite sa ken sa multiply. yung A.D.D. na band pala, with dave agguire on vocs and guitar! how's that? nakakagulat. nabuhay uli sila. hhhmmm... uwi ka na kase sa pinas dave, isama mo na rin A.D.D.

tired

"i'm dressed all in blue
and i've been thinkin of you
and the dress you wore
when you broke my heart"

-come around, rhett miller


minsan naisip ko, sana oportunista ka na lang.

ilan pang mga pixures nung swimming

kabilang ang malulupet na stunts ni maine. haha

csr batch 2004

eto ang grupo ng mga taong hindi ko ipagpapalit. oye.

mixed

o eto na. eh di ba nabroken hearted ako kase aalis siya? after 2 days, nag offer ang kumpanya ng mga taong aalis kasama niya. oh di ba? nagvolunteer ako. leche! hindi ko alam kung bakit. dahil siguro - i have to let go. masyado nang napamahal sa ken ang team. sabi nila - i have to let go. yung team na isa isa na rin kaseng nadidisolve at kung hindi ako aalis ngayon, maiiwan akong mag isa. duwag nga ako. takot akong maiwan kaya ngayon ako ang mangiiwan. ok lang sigurong umiyak ngayon. sooner or later, i'll get used to it. hindi dahil sa kanya, dahil sa puntong to, alam ko na mawawala na rin siya. nadadala lang siguro ako sa lahat ng birong ako rin ang nagsisimula. hindi ko alam. may lugar sa isip ko ang nagsisisi sa desicion. hypothalamus ata. dahil may naiwan ako sa team, na nakakapanghinayang.

with just one hand raise - magbabago na ang sistema ko sa trabaho - mga taong makakatrabaho ko simula mamayang gabi. ang bilis. hindi ko alam, nalilito ako.

so nagjapan ka pala?

fine. kaya pala di na kita nakikita. akala nasa kabilang building ka lang. kung di dahil sa katoma mo di ko malalalaman. good for you though. kesa naman manatili ka dito sa pinas at wala nang ginawa kundi magturo ng pruduktong ni hindi pwedeng gamitin ng mga pilipino. jan ka na sa japan, magturo sa mga hapon ng english. haha. whatever. anyway bye.

ala

pabili po ng hope

kahapon bumibili ako ng pandesal, may batang bumibile ng sigarilyo...

"pabili po ng hope"

sana ganon kadali, sa halagang dalawang piso, may pagasa ka na.

-buntonghininga-

what becomes of the broken hearted

say what now? time check  7:44 am

leche bakit ako nasa computer shop ng ganito kaaga? kanina ko pa kase tinititigan yung jack daniel's na binigay ni ocel nung october. hindi ako umiinom. pero gusto kong uminom. tama. uminom. ganitong mga linya usaping puso.

ang mga susunod na pangyayari ay naganap sa pagitan ng 2am-3am april 16,2008

kasalukuyan kong kinakausap ang lintek na helio member, yung taong nasa likod ko, biglang pinag aux 2. nagulat ako, sabi niya sa ken "i told you, it's about zero tolerance" napanganga ata ako. ano bang nasabi ko? "hala, what will happen?" kinabahan na ko.

lintek panong hindi ako kakabahan, eh kanikanina lang eh kinumpirma ko na sa sarili ko na natuto na sa kehabahabang prosesong training ang lintek na puso at sumunod rin sa gusto ko? tapos itong hinayupak na alien na ito na pinagaralan kong batukan para mahulog ako ng tuluyan eh mateterminate pa ata! aalis? iiwan akong bored? mageengineer sa ibang bansa? magbabakasyon sa hongkong at hindi na babalik? utang na loob!

bumalik siya, hindi naman daw cia mateterminate. hayy... eh ano raw? "ililipat sa sprint."

say whhatt noww??! itratransfer sa sprint??? pareho din! walang pinagkaiba... mawawala rin pala cia... kung kelan naman ok na ko, napilit ko na ang sariling kong kalimutan ang isang taong lalake rin ang gusto, wala na naman.  teka, umiyak na ko kanina pero iyak uli ako. hu - hu - hu.

putik, hindi na ito usaping Alter o kung sino pa man. please just take away my heart - it's always broken though it was never been whole. pagod na ko. enough. inuman tayo! shit.

 

"what becomes of the broken hearted?">dito sa linyang ito nagmula ang kagagahang ito kay alter. nung kinanta ko ang linyang ito at binanggit niya kung sino ang lecheng kumanta. dito rin ata magtatapos...

yea idol!

i was reading quotations from well known individuals around the world when suddenly one familiar name caught my eye.

check out imelda marcos' famous lines:

Filipinos want beauty. I have to look beautiful so that the poor Filipinos will have a star to look at from their slums.
Imelda Marcos

God is love. I have loved. Therefore, I will go to heaven.
Imelda Marcos

I did not have three thousand pairs of shoes, I had one thousand and sixty.
Imelda Marcos

I get so tired listening to one million dollars here, one million dollars there, it's so petty.
Imelda Marcos

I hate ugliness. You know I'm allergic to ugliness.
Imelda Marcos

I have never been a material girl. My father always told me never to love anything that cannot love you back.
Imelda Marcos

If you know how rich you are, you are not rich. But me, I am not aware of the extent of my wealth. That's how rich we are.
Imelda Marcos

It's the rich you can terrorize. The poor have nothing to lose.
Imelda Marcos

Never dress down for the poor. They won't respect you for it. They want their First Lady to look like a million dollars.
Imelda Marcos

We practically own everything in the Philippines.
Imelda Marcos

Win or lose, we go shopping after the election.
Imelda Marcos



hhhmmm... inspiring right?

if i remember you, will you remember me?

kyle xy soundtrack performed by april matson.

haha, tumakbo ang isip ko bigla sa reaction ni henry. nahiya ako nung una, pero maitatanggi ko ba? tsk. nabuko bigla si maine. adik kase.

anyway, i have nothing to hide. that is... indeed, the truth.

le gra, go deo,

maine haha!

 

tzup?

panahon na naman ng petics. muscle cells on vacation leave. inaabot na naman ako. tsk. hindi kase ako nakapagenrol ng summer, nabawasan tuloy ako ng isang mabigat na responsibilidad at ang tendensiya, pumetics! matulog, kumain, at matulog, kumain. tsk. mali. kelangang buhayin ang dugo, pasiglahin ang kalamnan at punan ang kakulangan sa tulogg??? hhhmmm... hindi ata maganda kumbinasyon. ah basta maghintay na lang ng tunay na vacation leave maineard!

team

team zeus!! oye

Lozada@pup

Bomb scare fails to defuse explosive PUP forum with Lozada


The dirty tricks department of the Arroyo mafia government is at it again this morning as some jerk phoned in a bomb threat at the Polytechnic University of the Philippines where Jun Lozada was set to speak.

PUP, a bulwark of student activism, was in the middle of a mass walkout when the bomb scare occured. Panic, of course, ensued, leaving one person (out of tens of thousands of PUP students) hurt.

Weaker beings would have been disencouraged, as was what the “brains” behind the bomb scare would want to happen. But the students of the country’s biggest state university are indeed a militant and vigilant lot. And so was Lozada who was undeterred. The speaking engagement with the PUP students continued as scheduled — despite attempts by Gloria’s loyalist forces to enter and sweep the building. The students resisted the intrusion, citing prior agreements with authorities that there will be zero police presence inside the university.

Anyway, I just want to point out reports that Lozada was himself banned from entering the university premises except for the ampitheater. Why the PUP administration thought about banning Lozada, I do not know.

Kudos to the Youth Act Now! coalition for their “Gloria-Free Zones” campaign, launched today in PUP and scores of schools across the Metro.
Malaya News

--http://tonyocruz.com/

feb 25 oh yea

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Led Zeppelin Reunion 2007 with Live Footage

wah! answerte naman nila!

Wolfmother - The Joker and the Thief

eto yung kanta avon! kaso walang bass pala sa kantang to