hala.

nalilito na ko. patay, minsan mas ok kung hindi ka nagiisip, at least wala kang iniisip. nalilito na ko sa mga ideyang pumapasok, sa mga pilosopiya ng kung sinosino, sa mga prayoridad, ano ba talaga? kaya ko ba? ano ba kase ang gusto ko? ah, lam ko na, gutom lang to, hehe.

graduating? senior? ow?

senior, yes. officially, i am. i got my registration card a while ago. should i be happy? or scared? graduating? hehe, just hope. to be a part of the top 30% of the senior students isn't that easy guys, specially when the seniors were already the drained more or less 40% of the entire population of the batch since freshmen days. i don't know if i must say i'm lucky to be part of it, yeah, it's just all luck i guess, and i'm not sure if luck will keep pulling me up to reach the peak. asan ka na maine? di kita mahanap. nawawala ka nanaman.

elem first day of school, nakakamiss kaya!

haha. remembering those good old days. excited for new stuffs and new classmates, doing all the first day resolutions, the vacation experiences chats, new uniform, a lot of adjustments, new teachers. whew! bat iba na ata ngayon? nakakamiss. watching the busy moms buying their kids' loadz of colorful school supplies in national bookstore makes me smile and remember those fun days of innocence and shallow happiness. how i wish i can still feel the same, the fulfillment when you've finished covering your notebooks and make a very nice frontpage on each of them, the thrill of thinking who will be set to sit beside you in the entire year's class sitting arragement, haha, fun.

kase naman eh, sa college ko, yung atmosphere nung 1st year 1st sem, walang pinagkaiba sa ngayon, eh hello! fourth year na po ako. yes nakaabot ako sa fourth year ng nilantakan ng capital B O R E D O M. at nakatagal ang beauty ng lola mo hanggang ngayon ha? well, big thanks to musicians for peace for filling up the huge empty space in my social life. or else, naloka na ko ng tuluyan. salamat talaga, hindi niyo lang alam. nagkakulay ang mundo ko sa loob ng miniature ng pilipinas ng dahil sa inyo, ang musika at pagmamahal sa masa, ang pagmulat ng bahagya sa aking kamalayan. teka OT na to ah, nadala na ko ng emosyon. hekhek.

ngumiti ang bathala

namigay ng pagibig

baka lang wala ako non

baka nagmumunimuni...

bitter? ako? hindi nga? nakakainis. sobra. hindi na lang sana ko umuwi, i should've stayed here for good. sometimes truth is better when it's hidden. coz sometimes, truth will give you nothing but headache and heartache. 15 years, 10 years, you think that's long enough? long enough to make a great wine? long enough to be more than a fool? can i curse the blood and the paper? how bout 2 decades? yeah, since birth. eto pang isa one year lang daw. shehth! utang na loob, give up. please. ikaw na lang ang hinihintay ko.

stairway last razorback gig.

hhmmm...

i just thought this stuff is interesting.

maine wrote:
> thanks for the 'drumstick' ;-)
> haha, cencia ka na di ka na nakatanggi.
> and i forgot to say thanks that night, nakalog pa utak ko eh.
>
> nasa original lineup ba talaga yung stairway? nice.

BRIAN: Ayuz lang yon. No stairway is not on the original line up, and has'nt been for the past ten years or so. Nanggago lang si tirso noon 8)

why, why on earth?

why? why? why? why can't i say that here? haha. shy. c'mon!

i'm about to leave manila gain, by guys! punta kong bikol, makikifiesta. nyayahahah. makikikain ang isang maralitang tagalungsod. youuuhooo! uwi na ko, makikipagkita sa mga sundalong nagdiriwang ng pagkapanalo ni dato arroyo. dooot. doot.

anyway, kagabi i got my first kiss. yeah! sa forehead. haha, by manong kevin. the razorback gig was great! and somebody caught my eye last night. hhhmm... di ko siya kilala. hhhmm... but sure he'll be on next bex gigs. hhmmm... nakatulala kase cia kay tirso, kaya nakakatuwa. hehe. and he's alone. galing ni tirso! yeah!

bye guys, uwi ako ng bikol para alamin kung ano ba talaga yung mahiwagang danggit na yun. asus! at yung pancit batong binabanggit nila na masarap daw sa bikol. susme! antagal ko na sa bikol bokayo lang ang alam kong specialty dun. hehehe!

binoycot ang mga partylist dahil sa sundalo

nanghina ako nung tinanong ko si mama bout result ng partylist dun sa precint na naasign sa kanya. wala daw bumoto sa partylist, takot sa sundalo. yung area kase eh bundok na talaga at yes namamalagi ang mga sundalo. nakakalungkot. nakakainis. plus the fact na si cesar montano ang # 1 senator dun, malala, may naghahanap pa ng Lito Lapid. whew! ewan ko ba. basta.

jellyfish jisaster

night swimming, night with my highschool mates before the election. chat, foods, water, beer and jelly.... fish. then... pain... pain... itch... rashes... irritation... and russian map all over my neck. shoieets! pano ko sa 19? waaah! makikita ko si manong! nyahaha! may mapa ako? baka siya maligaw. nyahaha. huhu.

boredom

it's killing me...

 

 

bang!

 

 

i'm dead.