2008 a year of broken dreams...

10 years ago, back in 1998, i was dreaming of 2008... "ten years from now... at last graduate na ko... hmmmm... 21 na rin ako... sheyt! magwowork na na ko sa profession na tinapos ko... may boyfriend na ko and so on..."well... maybe it's just that, i'm not good in predictions... none of those were fullfilled, seriously.  but... should i be pissed off?

i may not be the plain and smooth maine that i expected a decade back but to be fair, i think i wasn't that kind of disaster for not getting any of those stuffs. everything that happened to me the past ten 10 years has been extremely unpredictable, and undoubtedly great. the unexpected achievements and discoveries surpassed these little failures (yes i found them little this time) in the goals that i set when i was 10 years old. i think i'd been to more than my teachers back in preschool  has aimed for me, more than my teachers in elementary has forseen. i wasn't one of the kids who stopped schooling because vices and other bad influencestold them to do so, i'm not one of the geeks who passed and topped the board exams, got 3 times accelerations etc... i'm not even in the middle of those two brackets...

i don't know... but... maybe i'm more than that...

but what will happen next year? que se ra se ra....

a pleasant surprize....

a blog about ITON...


"i've dicovered so many thing in life... how about you?"

whow! these words shook my day... after four long years of non existence...he'll give you that kind line? whew!

he's been one of my greatest friends back in high school. i think the only guy who is emotionally and intellectually tied up with me back then. but after the graduation... i never had a single word from him, not even a single strand of his hair's shadow.

and because of the message he sent me, hmmm.. my day turns brighter. he did, he made my day.

i remember about a month ago, somebody told me that one of the previous classmates from high school was so mad at him... kase ang loko, sabi ba naman, ayaw niyang umuwi dahil wala naman siyang mapapala sa aabutan niya sa del gallego. the guys na gusto niyang makausap wala dun.  still... quite frank and stupid guy, haha. yeah, he hates futile chat of our previous classmates.

haayy.. looking  forward to see you buddy!

puro kalokohan ni maine

i have nothing against them but please be not like them....

pano kung totoo? pano kung ganun nga? tatanggapin ko kaya? masakit sa ulo pala kung ganito. uncertainty is burning every single active braincell inside my head. i fell. i did. and never expected him to catch me... because i have this idea that he's falling too... and also waiting for someone "in his own shape" to catch or pick him up. 

dude! yes i used to be a "doubtful eve" na may malaking kahibangan sa isang "purest adam" (si manong). but that was yesterday i guess, i finally told myself that i'm ready to be a "pure eve" after meeting this creature who is in the end... the "doubtful adam" pala.

yung isa, nag asawa, yung isa pinsan ko pala, yung isa ni hindi ko nakita, yung isa nasa tate, yung isa nawalang parang bula, yung isa may malupet na balakid rin, at yung isa BAKLA. CURSED? I am.

lalake pa rin yun. andaling sabihin. ambigat sa loob.

pare seryoso ako dito, pano ko ba gagawing tunay na lalake yun? taena inglisero pa ang chuvaness! wah! huhuhu.... BIGO.

 

sotero's pajama party!

wansapanataym, babae ako sa isang boardinghouse na puro babae ang nakatira. hekhek hek